It’s already the rush hour for Mr. C to get his sleigh and the presents ready for his once-a-year-trip around the whole world by 12am! He delivers presents to everyone, an I right? I hope he does ^.^ I just finished watching Polar Express on (errr SMV? or HBO? I don’t quite remember =P) and it was a nice Christmas Movie (in fact, all Xmas shows are worth watching ^^).

Christmas is a wonderful day to celebrate though I’m not a Christian or whatsoever. I just enjoyed the feel of Christmas where we do lotsa activities like exchange gifts, setting up a perfect Xmas tree, watching nice Xmas shows, hanging out with lotsa friends chit-chatting and stuffs, and looking at fake Mr. C walking around with fake bellies and white beard! Haha :D Oh yah, Xmas eve is a lucky day for my Steven Didi as he and his team mates won the DotA Competition! Gratz to you! That’s a very special Xmas present you’d got there :)

Every year’s today, every single person in my family will have to buy a present as to exchange among us (we make it like a lucky draw thingy where you’d got to pick a number from a little box). It was fun especially when you’d got a box of chocolate (food, to be exact) and it’s a terrible letdown if you’d got the present that is from you! LoL! Anyway, you can make a new draw though but if you’re the last one to draw then you’ll have to take it! Hahaha!

But, ever since last year, Xmas has been a little moody to be celebrating it. My unfortunate Uncle passed away last December and nobody is in the mood for Xmas =/ Well, time passes real fast and there’s today = Xmas Eve! And, it’s a monotonous Xmas this year =/ We’re not even celebrating it, no Xmas tree, no Xmas presents, no plans for Xmas and NOTHING! Kinda cheerless and there’s no fun at all =/ I’m just staying at home blogging and chatting (I’m gonna go play MapleStory later though *evil grin*).

I’m not even feeling a little happy neither on a Xmas eve nor on the exact day. I’m just feeling sad and not in the mood for anything. Like I’m not myself. A frown, a fake smile and a I-don’t-know-what-to-do tag on my forehead each time I look myself in the mirror. That’s just not what as I expected for a Xmas! Sigh *shakes head*

Oh well, this is part of life. Face it! It’s not that bad for being alone for Xmas, at least I still have Didi and JimmyBoi to chat with, MapleStory to play with and fireworks to look at. Uhm, that’s all for now I guess. Chiaoz ;)