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Busy is just an excuse for not blogging. No doubt that I was busy working for the past few days. Tiredness becomes one of the big fat ass reason here. Though I only work for alternate days, I still feel tired. I need to sleep like at least 10 hours or so! Swore to myself that I would never ever do any office jobs! It sucks big time! Arghhh. I wonder how you guys can tolerate the boredom and lack-of-sleep-ness EVERYDAY!

I gotta work for 7 days full-time while waiting for the new part-timer to relief one of my colleagues who’s going for a maternity ‘holiday’ soon. I can’t wait for the 7 days to be over, I hate waking up early everyday just to go to work! Grrrrr!

Nothing much happened recently, so nothing much to blog about. Oh yah, I just remembered about Bangkok’s trip. There’s only one mission for that trip which was to visit the gift fair which was held in a place called IMPACT and it’s about 5-6 times bigger than PISA! Haha, just exaggerating it. We had massage session after that and I had foot reflexology after a long walk! Robinson is the next place we go, since it’s situated nearby the hotel we’re staying. And that’s about it ah. Didn’t get to go to the temple because my sister was a little sicky, so I had to look after her.

I wasn’t satisfied! I didn’t shop enough there, probably time wasn’t even enough to take a stroll down the road. We did but that was a fast one, bought some sotong bakars! Slurpss!

Okay. I need to sleep! Chiaoz

Ryan’s 3 today. My sis (Ryan’s mom) took me to Ryan’s school this morning. The teachers and kids in school celebrated his birthday and my job is to shoot photos. Yea, was using my sis’s 400d I’m like a pro photographer! Haha.

Needless to say more. Photos explain it all.

There’s more tonight.
Happy Birthday Ryan. Muahhhh~

I saw you again.

Perhaps, I watched lots of news about pedophiles around the world. Shootings, killings, rapings etc. There was shooting happening and we took shelter from a nearby area and stayed behind the glass. You were there, sitting beside me with some friends on a bench attached to a table.

We talked. We smiled. We laughed. We looked into each other’s eyes.

That’s when you held me with your left hand, the hand that you always hold me. I was melting away by the warmth of you. I rested my head on your left arm while you’re holding me. It’s the same feeling, for sure.

At last, you’ve answered my questions. I’m glad.

I love you.

Here’s what I did at work yesterday.

• welcomed by the people there
• got my punch card punched before I started work
• sorted the trucking’s vouchers which took the whole morning
• went out for lunch
• sorted the receipt vouchers
• sorted the payment vouchers
• gone home
  

I wasn’t only sorting the documents, but filing them accordingly too. Which means I’m playing with the huge 2-hole puncher! So, yeah, gonna punch hole again tomorrow. Haha.

It’s Yvonnie’s idea here. Tagged me and I’m gonna do this. Hope it’s fun. *lol*

Seven things to be done before my death

• drive a turbo-engined car, a ferrari maybe
• complete my music course (abandoned organ course for almost 10 years now)
• learn Japanese Language and of course complete it
• get a ph.d
• love him (same like you lah, Yvonnie)
• earn lots of money
• master in swimming

Seven things I will not do even it kills me

• live without a computer + internet
• leave home without money (!)
• do drugs (lols!)
• stop reading newspaper
• stop watching tv
• stop eating
• stop blogging (!!)

Seven things I do when I’m away from the public

• cry
• fart (lol)
• blast out the speakers
• blog
• dream about tomorrow
• think about yesterday
• go naked (haha)

Seven favourite sentences/quotes

• Ya, right.
• Jom foos.
• Damn sotong lah you.
• BRB, I want to pangsai. (LOL)
• “Taking every possibilitees positively.”
• “Everything’s gonna be alright.”
• “Come to me whenever you’ve got a spot of bother.”

Seven favourite songs from all time

• As Long As You Love Me – Backstreet Boys
• Everything – Michael Buble
• Man In The Mirror – Michael Jackson
• A Whole New World – Aladdin & Jasmine
• Last Thing On My Mind – Leann Rimes & Ronan Keating
• Fuyu No Uta – Kiroro
• First Love – Utada Hikaru

Seven things I’ll make you wish you didn’t do it even if you did

• revealed my secrets to someone else
• spy-ed on me
• paid for my food
• provoked me
• ignored advices
• wasting time
• being racist

Seven people to tag

• cilaka kid
• veekay
• daniboi
• shan
• boonie
• galvin kor
• vivienne (yvonnie tagged you but still i want to tag you, hehe)

Before I forget, I better pin it here.

I saw you, driving a girl, who’s holding her silky terrier on her lap, in your bright red car. It’s your car that I saw, it’s exactly the same number, the same colour in reality.

I was curious, so I made a decision to track the both of you. She’s in a bright blue top matched with a three-quarter tight jeans when I saw her get off your car. Similarly, you were in a bright blue t-shirt tucked in a pair of dark brown shorts. Holding her right hand with your left one, the two of you walked towards the flee market, look-see things being sold there.

Don’t you ever notice that the flee market is situated opposite my house? One of my mates signaled me to look over to the flee market, indicating me turn my head to my left side (where they were). I hated her so much for being a super duper busy body, so I ignored her as I already what’s happening.

I peeped you from my veranda, through those clothes hanging beneath the hot sun. I saw you smiling happily. Didn’t you feel like someone’s watching over you? I thought to myself. Many times you tried to look back, I ducked each time you do so. I did send you a message, “Hehe.” I just couldn’t give any reason why I only typed that.

Broad day light turned to a dark gloomy night when my eldest sister got home. Three of them (another guy appeared who seemed to be one of my classmates back in high school) lingered the house next door which was vacant. Sis asked me what I was doing outside, I told her that I was looking at Buckie, our dog. I answered her in a loud voice, hoping that you’ll hear me. Strangely, you, too did the same thing. Did you really hear me? I really think that you heard me. I hope you do. Anyway, it’s weird why would you people enter the house. I tried to tell them not to go into the house, I just don’t want anything to happen to them. (you know, those dirty things and etc.)

I didn’t understand why you, the girl, the guy and me in someone’s house. You and I were talking as if we were best of friends. I don’t remember what we did more after that but when the moment came for you to leave, I looked at you in your eyes and mutually you looked at me. Your dreadful eyes told me that you didn’t want to go. I didn’t want you to leave too, I wanted to embrace you in my arms, but I just can’t. Sigh.

I love you.

Hah! 8th October, marked the first day of work in Expeditors, the place my sister works, currently. I’ll be working as the assistant as in doing the simple jobs like filing, data entry etc. I’d worked at this company for three months before, last year. So yeah, here I am again. Gotta go prepare some clothes now. Chiaoz

P/S: I’m using my sister’s pc most of the time. My monitor kaput-ed and my mouse is half kaput-ed. So, I’ll find a way out and will blog a book review. Heh.

Finally, I’m home. A place where I see my mom and dad every morning. A place where I can fool around with my little nephew and niece everyday. A place where I find no frustrations, no worries, no troubles, no hot potatoes. A place where I find a complete peace and freedom.

Friends (from hometown, to be specific) are having their own time attending classes whilst I’m having leisure time to do whatever I want. I’ll be glad to meet up with you guys again. A gathering, I mean gatherings would be so much fun. I remember the times we all spent our times in the cybercafe until before dawn. Hitting the keyboards and clicking the mice. We were indeed mad. But, those are memories, those of sweet ones. You guys are cool.

What about friends from uni? Little time only we had, but great friendship there with you people. We spent most of the time talking non-sense as we always do, analysing what’s the rationale of doing this and that, thinking critically for just anything, showing our favouritism to a particular lecturer (sharing the same birth date as I do, that’s special) and most importantly we had fun.

Second sem had just gone, I’d never forgotten how enjoyable studying Journalism, Literature, most unforgettable one would be Critical Thinking & Reading. Fantastic lecturers despite having a little misunderstanding, but hope a change in him will occur for the benefit of our fellow juniors. Exam’s questions were easier than expected. But that doesn’t mean I manage to get an A for all subjects. I did my best.

Two semesters just passed by in a glimpse of an eye. Lots of thing happened; I’d picked up foosball, I’d get to live on my own, I’d made many new friends, I’d even tried things I never did before. These were all an eye-opener to me. I’d learned and still learning to have a better life.

Read a few of articles about people’s relationship, even the books I’m reading now is about gay relationship. I’m not talking about fuck and go, it’s about love. How do you perceive love? I’m still searching for an answer to that. It’s not easy. From the looking at so many failed relationships, I somehow afraid to be any near it. Not courage enough to even think about it. It’s darn complicated.