amy2kyo

You’re at your worst today. What’s with all the pettiness?

Take the guts to say it out if you don’t like the way things are done. You keep it and no one’s gonna know it. And remember that forcing people isn’t a very wise choice.

I feel I don’t know you anymore. The gap is growing wider. You’re just not the same person I knew once. Perhaps too much of contact that evoked these unwanted feelings. Perhaps you’ve changed and at the same time I am too. Respect is to be earned, not to be received freely. You somehow prefer to do something without discussing over it and always take things for granted. Why can’t you accommodate the others? Why must you be accommodated and so self-centered? Do you ever thought of how others feel when you’re in the less-happy mood? C’mon, be considerate. Try to change for a better you. No harm trying. When a person is treated better than before, s/he feels good. When a person feels good, the others feel good. Win-win situation. Isn’t that peaceful?

Of course I know the fact that we are non-perfect humans but that’s not one acceptable excuse anymore. Maybe you’re just you.

“I suck, what the fuck.” - Mark Ronson

What has become of this? Weren’t you the one who wanted this so much? It made me lose more faith in you each time I thought of the things you did. One time after another you just had to ruin the dynamic. Why? Why do you have to break the flow? Isn’t it bad enough already and isn’t it time for you to get back up and try your best to mend the broken cloth? Maybe you just want things to be like how it is supposed to be and don’t even care to make things right. Fine. I guess you’re being you. End of story.

Malacca trip was awesome although some people are lacking. We had fun anyway. Doesn’t matter if we missed some historical spots but it was good enough to just go around town in a group. Togetherness is the key of everything in this social circle. Everything seems so good.

Thanks to SueSin, Sharwin and Tony who drove to and fro and also around the historical city. The early morning journey was the best.

Too much to say, so less words to describe.

Happy happy.

That’s KJ’s mom.

Phone ringing.

Ryan: Ee Ee, can you come back and buy Ryan some candles? I want to play lantern but no candles.
Ee Ee: Mm, ask grandpapa to go Kim Far to buy the candles.
Ryan: But I want you, Ee Ee to buy the candles. Please come back, Ee Ee.
Ee Ee: Cannot lah Ryan, Ee Ee got exam until next week.
Ryan: I want to play lantern with you, Ee Ee. Please come back, only for a while.

Everytime he does that, I’m on the verge of tears. Sigh. This just shows how long I’ve been away from home. =(

This explains today. Sorry Irene~ Shoulda get your permission first, but I think I’ll ask you now. Lol.