I uhh, having lower-backache and costs me a discussion at school since I don’t get any good sleep. Enduring physical pain is always been a big problem, but there’s always a help a.k.a. medication. No, not taking any of them, cos the pain will go off after a few days, as it previously had.

Emotional pain on the other hand doesn’t go away so easily, well depending on how serious it is and how you look at it. I saw something that you did that makes me afraid, makes me shiver, makes me forget about my back-pain. When something happens, it’s always both sides at fault, cos you discount every single bit that another could do when you’re not around. And whenever that another sees any chance, hesitations never existed. Maybe you’re just hiding these mental states, never wanting to make it too obvious as it would scare people away.

Many many types of emotional pain. Homesick is also one of it. Sigh. I wanna go home!

Anyway, it’s December already, see if it’s as jolly as a December always be.