When you’ve said something you shouldn’t have said, when you’ve done something you shouldn’t have done. Whether you did it on purpose or unintentionally, it happens. And people act differently depending on what the other person have said, how serious the utterance was, whose mouth the utterance was released and etc. It’s totally awful if you’re the victim especially when the offender didn’t notice such dreadful words. Having experienced being both the sinner and the sufferer made you realize how you were insulted and how you’ve insulted others. Til you finally realized it, you were too remorseful and it isn’t a good excuse because you could’ve avoid saying (or doing) to avoid the remorse feeling. Humans are silly. Things you think it’s a joke, it’s not to others and vice versa. Just like how the saying goes “one man’s rubbish is another man’s gold.”

I regret.

I’m sorry and I really mean it.

Reading about you really tires me emotionally. Every posts made me reflect to the emotions that I’ve been through lately. I’ve had too much of this, I wonder how long I can hold this. I watched “Bicentinnial Man” a moment ago and I find it very interesting and moving. And so I let go my sorrow to flow down with the tears. I really miss home, I really do.

It was totally unexpected, I was fearful, really I was. I held back my emotions because I know that you’ll be alright. Only now that we’ve got to know as it didn’t seem like you’re facing such big a mess. I felt bad for being a less-caring friend but then again..

Being nice and polite to people doesn’t really matter to some people. People being sarcastic and shoot you back right in your face. What’s the point of being courteous? Why care so much when people aren’t gonna appreciate it?

I WANNA GO HOME!!!

To become more enlightened, you need to open your mind to scientific ideas, and you need to learn more about the history of philosophy and the various religious traditions. Then you will have the knowledge to form your own educated opinions. However, you should never think that you know enough to impose your opinions on anyone else.

Socrates said that the secret to being wise was to realize that we really do not know much. Everybody wants to think that what they believe is right, and they cling to the beliefs they are familiar with, even when they do not fully understand the issues. It takes a great deal of humility to admit the limits of your knowledge.

Should try reading this: http://www.evolutionary-metaphysics.net/index.html

Days after the holidays never been better all this while. I always know that. What’s more if you’re having presentations right after the holidays. Never even do anything during the break, only started the night before. Back to school now with lots and lots and lots of assignments. I’m guessing there’ll be sleepless nights waiting for me. Sigh. Work’s been rejected and I’ve gotta re-do and I’ve only got 3 weeks time. Not a good idea that is. Super sigh. This is really devastating.

The celebration of MooMoo Year was pretty good, except that we’ve missed the Lion Dance. I haven’t seen one yet and I guess I won’t be seeing it until next CNY. Running out of time, that explains why. I spent most of the nights sleeping over at sis’s place since Ryan always asked me to. He’s such an adorable boy. I’m missing him and missing home already.

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