amy2kyo

Sometimes you’re just a retard, don’t you just realize that? Can’t you make a sensible decision at least just for once? What’s wrong if you wait for a moment or so, so that we all can do things together? It’s nothing hard. It’s nothing troublesome. Why would you cause unnecessary fuss, unnecessary annoyance? Just think before you make any speech and be humble. It’s rather weird and awkward to have you by my side, to have your presence since you often prefer to isolate yourself even though we’re together for outings.

Anyway, let’s all see how goofy you’ll be.

I’ve never expected to go through such breakdown(s) in a matter of days. Being in the state I am now requires some time to fix them. As the saying goes “time will heal.” It’s a convincing sentence that brings hope and I buy that.

I shouldn’t have been so numb. I shouldn’t have been so ignorant. I shouldn’t have been so careless. I shouldn’t have been so moronic.

But all done is done.

Unfortunate things always come in a row. We all knew this fact, don’t we?

My windows are broken. Was super excited to install NFS Pro Street and suddenly *dooop* the computer restarted. Thanks to a pop-up alert and windows is dead.

It’s good to have you back. It’s tearing up my heart on the days that you’ve been gone. I’ll never let loose of the grip again, never ever.

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Anyway, let’s go throw rocks, shall we? =P

Today’s proposal’s deadline.

Some still struggling to get it done at this moment. Some already handed in even before the expiry date. Some ready to hand it hours later and having a good time sleeping.

I procrastinated during the holidays. I was clueless for my thesis. I didn’t even want to care about it until last Monday.

I finally pinned up a topic and worked out a proposal. It’s done and it’s now in hard-copy, nicely located inside my file.

BUT, I can’t sleep. I can’t sleep! Arghh!

Nothing is ever been so good other than being with your closed ones. I miss them so much that I can’t barely wait any longer for the meet-ups soon enough.

It’s kinda sad to leave, maybe not sad, more to reluctant. And at the same time it feels good, so good that nothing else matters (but my proposal). Haha.

Living a short-term of your life without a smart machine is kinda a hard-time. Do you feel the same too? I would agree for the start but later on, we’ll just have to get used to it and find some other things, maybe take up some hobbies.

Wait, why am I talking about this? Lol. Craps. I’m off now.

You’re at your worst today. What’s with all the pettiness?

Take the guts to say it out if you don’t like the way things are done. You keep it and no one’s gonna know it. And remember that forcing people isn’t a very wise choice.

I feel I don’t know you anymore. The gap is growing wider. You’re just not the same person I knew once. Perhaps too much of contact that evoked these unwanted feelings. Perhaps you’ve changed and at the same time I am too. Respect is to be earned, not to be received freely. You somehow prefer to do something without discussing over it and always take things for granted. Why can’t you accommodate the others? Why must you be accommodated and so self-centered? Do you ever thought of how others feel when you’re in the less-happy mood? C’mon, be considerate. Try to change for a better you. No harm trying. When a person is treated better than before, s/he feels good. When a person feels good, the others feel good. Win-win situation. Isn’t that peaceful?

Of course I know the fact that we are non-perfect humans but that’s not one acceptable excuse anymore. Maybe you’re just you.

“I suck, what the fuck.” - Mark Ronson